I don't exactly know how to put this into words in a way that will make sense. I guess I'll just start by saying, I hate change. I hate it with a burning passion. I hate when friends grow apart, I hate when I have to uproot my life, I hate the feeling of not knowing what to expect that comes with change. I just hate it.
That being said, I'm not talking about beneficial change. For example: I sure as hell am going to change this semester. I walk into this semester being unmotivated and I will walk out of this semester with people saying who the hell is that? Because I will be a different person. I will be motivated and ambitious and dedicated. I will be a new me.
But one thing I won't do is change myself to fit someone else's mold of what I should be. If I feel that I should change and become a better person, fine. But I won't pretend to like things that I don't. I wont stop making sassy comments. I won't leave behind people that I love. I won't sacrifice myself for another person. The things that I like and do and say, those are the things that make me, me. And there are people who love me for that. And I know that somewhere out there, there is someone looking for a girl just like me. And I know that when I find that person, I'll have been looking for them too.
"You may feel worthless to one person, but you are priceless to another."
agreed!
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