Dazed & Confused

I feel... lost. I keep making mistakes but I'm not learning from them. Each time I do something stupid I tell myself I'm not going to do it again. I feel as though I've hit rock bottom. But then the next thing rolls around and I make a worse decision than the last time and I hit rock bottom all over again. I try to tell myself that there is nowhere to go but up but I keep falling farther and farther down. I guess all I can do right now is tell myself that making bad decisions doesn't make me a bad person. I feel lost and alone. Dazed and confused.